Smiles, drift away fast.
I can't smile like this anymore...
today is my 99th post .
but i am not happy ,
i felt that things happened fast .
Two person made me feel disappointed .

one is a HE one is a SHE.

YES, I'VE LOST MY MIND .
to one of them,
i am totally disappointed , in my whole life , when the first time i met you til now ,
i thought that we would be good friends and unhappy things would'nt happen.
When i hang out with you , i felt neglected . like i am far away from you ,
I've always thought that we WERE good friends , but ..........
I've always tried my best to stick up with you , so that we would be closer ,in terms of
a better friendship .
I've always tried my best, my very best to be a part of a good friend .
but i guess old friends would'nt be better then new friends anymore.
You've changed , into a person that i ......really can't ......
Haiis , I'm lost , i don't know what to do next ..

THIS IS NOT ENOUGH .
to the other of them.
i have TOTALLY give up HOPE on you .
i don want to CARE anymore , if this is what it is going to be , it will be .
from now on i will hack care le .
i thiink i should jolly well let go le. i want to be free. i don't want to think anymore .
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO...


I'VE CROSSED THE LINE.
I am not the old self anymore.
i always thought that i am a stress free person ,but from this , i become more like a emo person
i used to hate this word but i think it can't help anymore .
I've always try not to quarrel with friends nor bring up problems , but in the final lap of my life.
i felt that i needed to CROSS THE LINE i need to speak out for my OWN feelings now .
i don't want to keep bad memories in my heart anymore.
FROM now on, i will.... SPEAK OUT IN MY LIFE.!


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